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Is it bad that sometimes I wish I would get into a really bad accident just to see who would actually come to see if I was okay or who would contact me. Sometimes I feel like there’s no one out there that actually care about me. And it saddens me. Am I just wasting time surrounding myself with people who don’t actually care?
I get scared to fall back in the black hole..but I slowly feel my heart break again. You don’t care, you never did.
is it ridiculous i just want someone to be cute with, someone to be in love with. someone to show me they truly care about my feelings.
I know I shouldn’t.
Why do I love him ? I got every reason to hate him,to forget him,to stop forgiving him, but i keep doing it. I do it because i love him. I fight everyday against this. The more i try the worse it is. He’s the reason that keeps me alive and that kills me. But i won’t be strong enough to bear that anymore. Kill me,please because I won’t be able to keep fighting like this. I won’t .
